( a quivering lip dictates some emotion barry tries not to name but does anyway, heartbreak and ah, he knows this particular variety exceedingly well -- eobard's betrayal, jay's betrayal, eddie choosing iris, always falling second to gwen after cisco ...
he looks away if his eyes feel watery, not wanting harrison to have the privilege of hurting him -- as if it's something noteworthy when everyone, eventually does. his mind is reeling but he listens, searching for any obvious answer that might be better than the reality -- maybe this isn't harrison, maybe it's eobard, maybe it's all a game and when eobard starts laughing cruelly with a vibration in his throat, it'll be relief that barry feels, not agony.
he has no clue who this is, the more he thinks about it. no idea. eobard or harrison -- does it even matter? )
That isn't fair. ( bringing up tess, her death, her murderer who harrison has no problem with discussing her to, apparently. every human emotion eobard feels is exclusively because he's wearing harrison's skin like a puppet. ) You're asking me to be fine with it. Is that it? You want me to tell you oh yeah, that's fine, carry on. What do you expect?
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he looks away if his eyes feel watery, not wanting harrison to have the privilege of hurting him -- as if it's something noteworthy when everyone, eventually does. his mind is reeling but he listens, searching for any obvious answer that might be better than the reality -- maybe this isn't harrison, maybe it's eobard, maybe it's all a game and when eobard starts laughing cruelly with a vibration in his throat, it'll be relief that barry feels, not agony.
he has no clue who this is, the more he thinks about it. no idea. eobard or harrison -- does it even matter? )
That isn't fair. ( bringing up tess, her death, her murderer who harrison has no problem with discussing her to, apparently. every human emotion eobard feels is exclusively because he's wearing harrison's skin like a puppet. ) You're asking me to be fine with it. Is that it? You want me to tell you oh yeah, that's fine, carry on. What do you expect?