What do you mean why? How many reasons do you want?
[He'd never meant to care this much, but he does, and it isn't going away, that isn't painfully obvious?
Maybe it isn't.]
I care about you. I wonder how you're doing. I think about calling you first and decide against it because I screwed up and I hurt you and you deserve to be angry at me for it.
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[He'd never meant to care this much, but he does, and it isn't going away, that isn't painfully obvious?
Maybe it isn't.]
I care about you. I wonder how you're doing. I think about calling you first and decide against it because I screwed up and I hurt you and you deserve to be angry at me for it.